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complete tonal 180 from last night, but you should be the coolest person you know. easier said then done in some cases to "just be yourself 😇" but there is no one who will 100% match the energy you have. indulging in the activities or topics that you enjoy expresses your passion. instead of trying so hard to be interesting, be more interested in things you're drawn to, whether it's a single niche or multiple hobbies, projects, etc.

1 year ago

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hi. [files=https://files.catbox.moe/674o8f.jpg]

6 months ago

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friendship breakups genuinely suck and i wish people would shed more light on them because oh my god. you think you've made it through the five stages of grief and then out of nowhere you get hit in the head with what-ifs and scenarios of what could have been. i get it's my brain's way of processing what's happened but can i just continue to live in ignorance without getting randomly bombarded with hatred towards everyone and everything for half an hour.

8 months ago

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i am once again up at 3 am. fml.

8 months ago

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@livingmild school's mainly do that to make money off your academic information.

8 months ago

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to the people that still use twitter: why.

8 months ago

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@supernigerian depends on the fandom / community, i think. good luck finding ppl that don't crave pointless drama or start arguments though. obviously that's with most social media but you gotta think of tumblr like twitter's younger sibling.

8 months ago

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shadow the hedgehog (2005) reloaded mod review:
https://backloggd.com/u/MADDOXXING/review/3574607/

8 months ago

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@maddox does not help i'm like. expecting ppl from my past to just blink back into existence on there and be like "heyyy wassup?" like nothing ever happened. but i was genuinely an exhausting person back then so idk why i have such high hopes lol.

8 months ago

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@maddox pinterest? ocassional check-ins, mainly for hobbies, inspiration, etc.
youtube? here and there i have issues, but i can manage my time better now than before.
like idk i have such a hate-love relationship with tumblr. been there THE longest with unsupervised internet access, and is my roots with fandom culture. but i've realized just how fucked fandoms are now and how worse i feel interacting with ppl on there. whether it be my favorite medias, the selfshipping community, or whatever.

8 months ago

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